I was the first to turn in my comms paper today. I got a relatively easy version tht's y. but even though it was relatively easy i still made one mistake. can shoot myself. the question was, which theory views conflict as a breakdown in communication. i put human relations when it is supposed to be classical! well it was a either u noe it or u don't question. cos to get tht right, it probably meant tht u studied extremely hard for the test. memorizing EVERY sentence, i think, unless u're just pure smart. i only read and understood, did not commit much to memory. argh. So this gave me a bad day cos i could have gotten 20/20...i noe i'm being a perfectionist i mean 9/10 is still good..it is still technically an A...but what i fear is my grade for Assignment #1. Cos if it isn't good i'll need marks from the mid-term and the quizzes to pull it up..tht's y i'm fretting :(

another subject i'm so mad about is MGO. i really hope i did ok and i'm still in the running for A *blushes* ok...i'll just say it out right now, most of my classmates wld know it by now anyway..and it's not anything bad anyway...well i want As!!!! who doesn't right? argh. it kills me every time when i miss by a small bit. but of course i have to be realistic la. some subjects tht i totally suck at i don't expect As, i get what i get.

ok so upcoming assignments/tests/quizzes/exams for the next 2 weeks are as follows:
-Comms 2.5% quiz
-Law 10% test
-NTR research paper
-Comms research paper
-MGS exam III
-EQS module
-WATCH MGO n MGS VIDEOS! ( i do not want to die from a simpson or murray marathon, my life is precious.)

this should keep me plenty busy for the next 2 weeks.

thought of the day: "i'm a student now, so i should immerse myself completely in student life. cos before i noe it, i will have to say goodbye."

ps: i've been craving tim tam since i woke up yesterday..i made my mom buy it for me at the supermarket just now..m&ms too! i have absolutely no idea why i'm craving so hard for chocolates..this rarely happens. i love them but i don't exactly remember ever having to need them so badly...hormones...

darn, talking about hormones reminds me of estrogen which reminds me of NTR which reminds me that i think i also did badly for NTR...i got at least 5 wrong! i think...not sure...but confirm 3 wrong...the best source of iron is meat not milk! i'm soooooo dumb...i wanted to put meat but i'm not sure wad happened in my brain and i changed the answer to milk.

in a very very weird way, spilling my guts out about the mistakes i made in exams n tests or wadever assignments makes me feel better. here's a small irrational n illogical diagram for you to understand, but since it's irrational n illogical i guess u probably wld not but this is it haha:

exam --> find out if i got questions right --> if wrong, feel bad. if right, feel happy--> feeling bad helps me become aware that i may not get a good grade --> feel better about the unknown, no surprises --> FEEL BETTER

understand? haha...i seriously don't care if u do tho'

oh n my sis has to work til 12 midnight today! gosh i wonder how tht feels like...

ok i think i've vomited enough. goodbye.